"Undermining my electoral viability since 2001."

My Life

Going up to Portland was nice. It was good to see old friends, good to be living with people for a change, good to have peers. The isolation of Eugene is getting a little bit boring. In some ways I still relish it, but I'd like to add some contrast to my experience too. Solo Koenig is getting old.

I think I'm pretty much done decompressing, and I'm starting to want to get started on the next phase. I've got things pretty much cut out for me work-wise, but socially it's a little more fuzzy. I'm not really the greatest initiator of social contact, something for which I find I rely on my social network.

I'm also lonely in that missing the women way. It's not a problem, but I find now that I'm sleeping in a regular bed it feels more empty. I'm sure something will happen sooner or later, but I'm wondering whether or not that attitude -- "something will happen" -- isn't maybe due for review. It seems suspect.

Looking back, an awful lot of my experience with women, especially lately, has happened when I get picked up, fixed up, or otherwise just let a situation run its course. Now, there's nothing wrong with this per se. I love my experience and I wouldn't trade it for anything, but I do feel like I should try and break this trend.

For one thing, I think it might be healthy for me to take a more active role in my own love life. It's important to invest yrself in things but this is something you can sort of skate by on if the whole affair is someone else's idea. I'm tired of this, and not entirelly comfortable with it morally.

It also just doesn't seem practical. In a lot of places, perhaps most places, waiting for women to pick you up just isn't very effective, misses a lot of opportunity.

Variety is the spice of life, and if I keep thinking along these lines I might even get to make out with someone. I've got nothing but time.

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The 40 Year Old Virgin

Go see The 40-Year-Old Virgin. It's the smartest film I've seen in several years. Director/Writer Judd Apatow and Writer/Lead Actor Steve Carell created the most unlikely of things: a 21st-century sex comedy that works. The supporting performances are stellar across the board. The comic timing is unbelievably sharp, and the performers relish in their work. You end up really loving the characters, really wanting it all to work out. The whole arc of the story is beautiful.

It would appear that there's a tight little group at the core of this good work. This film is well above the general level of what comes out of Hollywood. I can only hope the minds driving it get the chance and freedom to do more.

My high-level view on culture has always been tilted more to the indie/underground/DIY side of things, but the widening field of outlets and decreasing costs of production is having an impact on more traditional areas of the industry too. In spite of the generally crappy output of the big studios lately, there are more opportunities for producers, writers and directors to work outside the formulaic boxes that define most of the loosing projects. There are also more opportunities for talented performers to break through, as "star-power" proves less and less powerful a driver of economic success. A lot of this seems to be, believe it or not, driven by television.

The producing core that brought us The 40-Year-Old Virgin seems to have ties to the short-lived series "Freaks and Geeks." HBO has made its original dramas into a burgeoning cottage industry of high-quality episodic storytelling. The man behind Buffy, Joss Whedon, will have a chance to transport his brilliant but short-lived series Firefly -- the first space-western to the best of my knowledge -- to the big screen later this month.

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More On Failue, With Hope, And Fire!

Just a day or so ago, I wrote this:

There's an odds-on chance that we're set to witness more large-scale system failures as bloated, wasteful and sluggish institutions run into challenges they cannot adequately address.

Katrina is the example du jour, and a spectacular one at that, but there are contemporary examples in recent history. The failure of the Democratic party to dispose of Bush is one. The failure of the Pentagon to produce an unabashedly total result in Iraq. The failure of anti-war activists to make even a dent in the march to war.

In truth, that last one is more an example of a failed coalition than a failed institution. However, part of the whole thesis is that effective coalitions can in many way do the work of organizations which have become institutionalized. As such, I have to make the case that most recently constituted coalitions -- the anti-war protest movelet, America Votes, etc -- have been in some way lacking in critial qualities which render them ineffective. When I do that, it's not to disrespect or run anyone down. It's an honest inquiry into what works conducted in the hope of making things somehow better.

And now for an unrelated, but still revolution-oriented Portland-inspired thought.

Fires are part of the revolution. Sitting around a fire gets you back into a deep human place. You go out when the band it done playing, and someone picks up some scrap lumber from a construction site and you break some of it up and throw a little white gas on and suddenly you've got the original community ritual, ready for a gathering. It helps if it's the right kind of cold outside, but regardless it's a good thing to sit around a fire with some friends and talk.

It's been a good night. I could really see myself staying here for longer than a weekend if I had the option. Feels like a place where it would be possible to put down some roots.

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More On Failue, With Hope, And Fire!

Just a day or so ago, I wrote this:

There's an odds-on chance that we're set to witness more large-scale system failures as bloated, wasteful and sluggish institutions run into challenges they cannot adequately address.

Katrina is the example du jour, and a spectacular one at that, but there are contemporary examples in recent history. The failure of the Democratic party to dispose of Bush is one. The failure of the Pentagon to produce an unabashedly total result in Iraq. The failure of anti-war activists to make even a dent in the march to war.

In truth, that last one is more an example of a failed coalition than a failed institution. However, part of the whole thesis is that effective coalitions can in many way do the work of organizations which have become institutionalized. As such, I have to make the case that most recently constituted coalitions -- the anti-war protest movelet, America Votes, etc -- have been in some way lacking in critial qualities which render them ineffective. When I do that, it's not to disrespect or run anyone down. It's an honest inquiry into what works conducted in the hope of making things somehow better.

And now for an unrelated, but still revolution-oriented Portland-inspired thought.

Fires are part of the revolution. Sitting around a fire gets you back into a deep human place. You go out when the band it done playing, and someone picks up some scrap lumber from a construction site and you break some of it up and throw a little white gas on and suddenly you've got the original community ritual, ready for a gathering. It helps if it's the right kind of cold outside, but regardless it's a good thing to sit around a fire with some friends and talk.

It's been a good night. I could really see myself staying here for longer than a weekend if I had the option. Feels like a place where it would be possible to put down some roots.

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