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Hey Hey

Some unequivocal comments on that last post. Thanks. As long as we've broken the seal inre: contemporary romance life, I might as well say that after a long and trying day of moving objects around three of the five boros, I had a lovely little evening of going to the Olive Vine and seeing the latest Harry Potter flick w/this belle du jour.

And now some notes on these things.

Moving: Sucks. When you've gone a while without really doing it in a big way, living out of a bag, the freedom of the nomad, it's a bit of a rude awakening to realize how cumbersome posessions are. On the plus side, the Craigslist experience of buying a bed was a good one, taking me up into Flushing (which is like another planet) where this nice young Korean(?) mother is apparently a bit of a pro at selling all the used furniture from her building. Little four-year-old boy running around with no pants, wants to help out moving the bed; outside (with pants now) wants to give me leaves he picks up off the ground while his mom and I wrangle the bed. It's unbelievably cute. There's nothing like the good spirit of a child.

Also cleared my locker at Manhattan Mini, which has been a long time coming. It's a strange little establishment, that place. They sell to upscale NYers (Jaguar being loaded up outside... you shouldn't be allowed to own one of those cars if you're fat and boring I think), but there are clearly also some dudes there who live in the box. That's New York.

The U-haul costs a little over $200 all told. Yeah, it's $19.95 to start, but at $2.50 a mile taking the wrong exit on the LIE and driving five miles out of the way will cost you 25 bucks. Adds up. Plus the GMC cargo vans they rent get (no kidding) 6 miles to the gallon. I drove the fucker 67 miles. But it's a worthy investment considering the storage space alone was costing me $60 a month; so this pays for itself by February.

And now I have all this crap. Some of it is Franko's, but mainly I need a couple shelves. The neighborhood can provide on that front I think. My room is mostly bed, but that's not really all that bad. I've done it before and always found that it works. Feels like I'm settling in a bit.

The Olive Vine is not to be confused with the Olive Garden. This is a whole different deal. They're in a couple spots on the Slope. In fact, the original that I remember from back when I was seeing Ya'el in college is gone now, but there's a new location a few blocks from my current pad, and the menu is largely unchanged, so I'm excited. I have two words for you: Lentil Soup. And I have two more: Fresh Pita, as in they pull it out of the oven and give it to you all puffed up full of steam.

That's fucking right. Fresh.

Along with Grey's Papaya, any good thin pizza, Mamouns, two eggs on a roll with cheese, PFC and General Tso's tofu, this is one of the culinary experiences I treasure in this here city. High-end food is high-end food the world o'er, but there's really something particular and regional about good, cheap, day-to-day eats. Pulled pork down South, Taqueria back on Mission, the legendary Cookie Run... these mean more to me than most of the four-star meals I've had. And now I have a fave around the corner. Lentil soup and Pita for four bucks; sounds like lunch to me.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is good like the last one! I'd only seen the last one because Dan put it together for opening night/midnight back in SF -- got high and biked the mission and got a little half-pint of whiskey for which with to spice up the cokes from the theater, kind of pushing it a little in contrast to the nice girls and guys from the Ivy League he tends to rope in to these occasions. Though this is in dispute (see comments). In any event, it was a good time then. This time I was straight, and I enjoyed it just as much.

Really, these are well-made films. These people are handing George Lucas a well-deserved pants-down spanking in the realm of cinematic myth-making.

Beyond all the enjoyable aspects of the drama, the great takeaway for me is how I long for an institution to which I can count myself a member. The presentation of Hogwarts and the wider "Magic Community" is really quite British, but it still tugs at my imagination. Oh, and by British, I don't mean the uniforms and accents. Rather I'm talking about the depth of history and formality involved in everything. Traditions. I don't really have many of those that I didn't make up on my own. This is a kind of freedom, yes, and I might go so far as to say a particularly American kind of freedom, but it clearly leaves something to be desired.

I could go on and on about this, and I will at some point, because it's not a new thought for me and I really find these kinds of questions interesting on both a philosophical and personal level.

But the point is that the Goblet of Fire is a worthly successor to the Prisoner of Wherever in that it's quite well made and has a lot for an adult audience to enjoy. I don't even really know the backstory, but I loved it. It's a movie for everyone, and huzzah for that.

Belle du Jour is the first shorthand that came to mind. I don't really mean to "du Jour" part literally. It's actually going pretty well there, especially as I relax. Thanks for participating in my Friday-night freakout. It helped Saturday go more smoothly.

I've got a ways to go getting myself together on that front. I'm not yet fully assembled or settled. But the only way to Be is to Be. So I will.

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Stimulated

Pop quiz, hotshot: how many controlled subtances do you keep around the house? I have four now. The HST imitation train continues. These aren't even all drugs I enjoy or seek out, but as the Doctor says, once you start collecting the tendency is to push it as far as you can go.

That time-release ritalin could be key though. Pomo bennies. Hoo-rah. Ride Johnny, ride.

I self-idenify as a nice guy, I do, but I also suspect that I'm a bad, bad man. Irresponsible. Shameless. Rakish would be a nice way to put it. Asshole might be more accurate depending on who you ask.

And I'm sorry about that. I really am. I wish I were iron-willed, and I wish I didn't excite 22-year olds. But sometimes I'm not and sometimes I do, and sometimes those two coincide. And those younger girls (young girl, get out of my mind) can be precocious, G-D it, and this can lead to some really good times, times that I should probably not really stress out about. Come on man. Follow the queers: stick with oral until you're ready to be serious... But I think I know where this goes. Several more good times followed by me feeling like a scumbag because... well, because... I let things get a little ahead of me? Because I led someone on? I haven't lied to anyone and I really do try not to do that. However, as the President has shown us, there's a great deal of difference between lying and misleading.

Oh, you thought I wouldn't find a political angle? Shows you.

Base deal? I'm finding the ephemeral "ahhhhh" not quite balancing out that soul-staining "uggggg" that I anticipate. That's my baggage. Am I being a paranoid? I don't know. Probably. Maybe I'm not really a bad man. Maybe I just worry too much. That's probably true in any case.

So pile it on. Shots of espresso diffused in pints of Guiness... the old Ren Fayre speedball. The only way through is to keep pushing at that membrane until you break on through to the other side. Listen up here I got something to say / Boys, I'm buying this round.

Yeah, anyway, I have a hot date on Saturday. She promised not to read my blog, so no worries posting this... right? I'm also getting a bed that afternoon. Auspicious? You better believe it. Humina-humania-humina-humina.

What would the Buddha do? Probably let go of some attachments. The most important thing is to stop struggling. Belive in the divinity of your forward momentum. This is old philosophy for me, but it cuts to the bone. Every month or so I go through my little ego crisis, wondering when my friends will turn against me because I've become such a wontonly selfish eater of souls. When will I be finally branded for the unreliable charlatan that I am. A big red X carved in my forehead... I preach a Dark Future!

Well, anyway, it's ass-cold and I'm thinking about whipping myself into a savage cross-brooklyn ride. Tunes would be key here... damn that broken iPod! The route is down back to the homestead via the Manhattan bridge, then tracing the G-line above ground to the 'Burg for some shenanigans. I'm going to hook up with the old crew, maybe roll in heavy on this movie afterparty. I have a yen for the director. Yeah, that would be not my hot date for tomorrow -- now you begin to understand my perdicament.

Oh poor Josh. Shut the fuck up and enjoy it already. Let the godhead spring forth and roll with the punches. You only live once.

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Rushing on my Run

So this is the ethic: start something.

If you have an idea, put it out there. You don't have to make it on your own; start a damn project. Get your friends involed. See who else in the work is doing things that are similar or connected. Be the first node on your new network.

One thing I want the larger effort around The Book to be is a thing to hook into, a portal for networking, but in a smaller trusted way rather than the huge MySpace way. Fundimentally it's the internet's value at large, the global always-on citizen's band, but people need a little help making the most of it. So we're here to make it happen. We need to grow it, to push around the margins. Value exists at the edges. There are a lot of exciting projects online... and a lot of exciting projects in bringing more of the world on board.

It's imperative that we see the 1st amendment in 21st Century terms as the right to puublish online. A citizen's right. May take a while for us to get a supreme court ruling, but the truth is that we'll never get that if we don't create the facts on the ground.

This is the first step towards participatory media since they regulated Citizens Band and Shortwave radio into obscurity.

It's a big deal. Read this now.

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