"Undermining my electoral viability since 2001."

"You Can Call Me Doctor"

Here's something I've said before: I'm superficially as well as substantively attracted to intelligence in women. On the one hand, conversation is a must for any real interest. On the other hand, for me having a woman tell me she's got (or getting) a degree is equivalent to great cleavage in terms of an immediate turn-on. It's kind of cheap and tawdry, but also true.

What prompts this re-revelation? Well, last night I went to see a rough cut of this movie about a guy named Zizek, who's an intellectual rockstar from Slovenia. It's actually quite good. The woman who made it, Astra Taylor, interviewed me last weekend for a book she's writing. I'm kind of fascinated with her; book-writing, film-making, all seems very exciting and triggers my IQ fetish.

Also at the screening by complete random chance was this other woman from whom I've had a long-standing yen. She was the main office person at ETW while I was there, working on her PhD the whole time -- I always thought she was super hot, though very clearly unavailable. Anyway she was there and we chatted for a moment after. She's finished getting her degree, said I could call her doctor (really! yowza!), and I actually got quite nervous and don't think I made any kind of impression at all. Yes, that still happens to me from time to time. Kind of a treat, actually.

What can I say? It's spring, and the warm air makes the blood run. Yesterday riding round the city from meeting to gym to screening it was a cavelcade of city girls. With the farenheight pushing 70, the great unveiling is on, and everyone's looking fresh and pretty. The nite-ride back to Frank's place was dusted with very light warm rain; just lovely all around.

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Outlandish Josh » What Does It All Mean?

Pulling a hit from the past: What Does It All Mean? There was this:

I really have to redesign my website, man. I really have to launch vagabender, man. I really have to get some more work done, man.

Actually, what I really have to figure out is why I’m doing what I’m doing. Work, Life, Art, Friends, Politics, Philiosphy, Vice, Places, Stories, Hopes, Dreams, Revelations.

And this lovely slice of life:

Chat two weeks ago about work

I'm happy to say I've made some progress. I redesigned (if not relaunched) this website, and I'm realizing more what I want to do with that project. I just got server space set up for Vagabender. I'm getting work done.

I've started to hit a kind of bohemain rhythm here again in lovely old New York. I don't know if it's ultimately the place for me, but it's a place I can exist and have fun and perhaps prosper for a good while longer. Nothing is set, but I wouldn't mind moving back here in the fall.

As for the spiritual bit; well, it's gets a letting better all the time. I get by with a little help from my friends.

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He's A Baaaad Businessman

Here's a quick recipe for a possible offensive, courtesy my man Wes Connley: start keeping it real. Start talking about the real impacts in SSI reform. It means a society no longer makes it it's business to take care of its most vulnerable people. That's the Market's job now. You know that 40 year old mentally disabled kid who's mother is pushing 70? Yeah, he's moving back in with grandma, because we can't keep livable group homes and assisted-living facilities together to service adults who are on disability. It means no more help to get your child with downs syndrome through school, and no special programs for him if you even make the effort. The Market will find a solution.

Then if that's not pushing it far enough, start asking: should privatize the military? How about we downsize and outsource our national security apparatus? Lets let the market handle all that. And why not? That's what we're fucking effectively doing with our current energy policy.

The continued stability of this nation rests on the weakening foundation of cheap oil, but that's not what the future portents, and everyone knows it. Yet this nation has done nothing to address the growing danger -- that we may find ourselves economically undermined by this mismatch. Such a collapse would be on the order of a great depression. It's not happening now, but it very well may unless something changes soon. There's a good chance we may be undone by the very market forces we're supposed to have faith in. In other words, it's about time we did something like the Apollo Project, for our own national security. For real.

Look, the invisible hand is no benevolent spirit, and the market's justice is the law of the jungle. It's the war of all against all. Trusting it for everything is essentially arguing for a kind of anarchy, or some sort of leviathan. Now, you and I might understand that there are healthy and virtuous concepts buried in both those beliefs, but to the average American audience, these are politically (if understood at all) merely terms of derision, like "bitch" or "asshole."

Now, there are those on the right who understand the absolute value of freedom, or at least its real virtue, too; but to be honest, the great portion of Americans are people who are comfortable with institutions, In fact, we're in fact desirous. We want to trust in our institutions, to trust in one another. There's nothing wrong with this, it's just a little public/civic spirit. Granted, most folks deserve a higher level of performance than they're currently getting out of their institutions and communities, but this by no means they don't still want to have them. People want good government, they want it to be something they're proud of, that they take pride in. We can bring that back.

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He's A Baaaad Businessman

Here's a quick recipe for a possible offensive, courtesy my man Wes Connley: start keeping it real. Start talking about the real impacts in SSI reform. It means a society no longer makes it it's business to take care of its most vulnerable people. That's the Market's job now. You know that 40 year old mentally disabled kid who's mother is pushing 70? Yeah, he's moving back in with grandma, because we can't keep livable group homes and assisted-living facilities together to service adults who are on disability. It means no more help to get your child with downs syndrome through school, and no special programs for him if you even make the effort. The Market will find a solution.

Then if that's not pushing it far enough, start asking: should privatize the military? How about we downsize and outsource our national security apparatus? Lets let the market handle all that. And why not? That's what we're fucking effectively doing with our current energy policy.

The continued stability of this nation rests on the weakening foundation of cheap oil, but that's not what the future portents, and everyone knows it. Yet this nation has done nothing to address the growing danger -- that we may find ourselves economically undermined by this mismatch. Such a collapse would be on the order of a great depression. It's not happening now, but it very well may unless something changes soon. There's a good chance we may be undone by the very market forces we're supposed to have faith in. In other words, it's about time we did something like the Apollo Project, for our own national security. For real.

Look, the invisible hand is no benevolent spirit, and the market's justice is the law of the jungle. It's the war of all against all. Trusting it for everything is essentially arguing for a kind of anarchy, or some sort of leviathan. Now, you and I might understand that there are healthy and virtuous concepts buried in both those beliefs, but to the average American audience, these are politically (if understood at all) merely terms of derision, like "bitch" or "asshole."

Now, there are those on the right who understand the absolute value of freedom, or at least its real virtue, too; but to be honest, the great portion of Americans are people who are comfortable with institutions, In fact, we're in fact desirous. We want to trust in our institutions, to trust in one another. There's nothing wrong with this, it's just a little public/civic spirit. Granted, most folks deserve a higher level of performance than they're currently getting out of their institutions and communities, but this by no means they don't still want to have them. People want good government, they want it to be something they're proud of, that they take pride in. We can bring that back.

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