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A Bit Of Hometown News

Here's something that might be of interest to some occasional readers. The other day I had a little IM exchange the other day with blast-from-the-past Dylan, an old friend from Eugene who has more or less moved on out to other social networks. He was hitting me up from LA, where he'd been staying for a month on vacation with a special lady and (to quote, "ahem") her kid.

They met at Symantec in Springfield and had a little May to December -- or MILF, if you prefer -- romance, but then she was transferred to Santa Monica, prompting the visit. It sounded from the conversation that they'd be parting ways amicably, as Dylan hadn't taken to Los Angeles, and long-distance is for suckers. C'est la vie.

As someone who hopes everyone I know ends up happy, I'm glad to see the man sticking up for his own interests and not getting stuck in an uneven relationship. In the past, this has been an issue. So cheers to that.

And that's the Eugenian inner-circle news for the day.

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Pondering My Navel

When was the last time you let it all go and thought on the planetary scale? It's big, this world, and full of life. Sometimes it's too much, but sometimes it can be a liberating perspective. On the other end of the spectrum, when was the last time you let it all go and thought on the spiritual scale? Not about the minutae that are stressing you out, but about the personal state that your mind is in, where your soul is at, what your heart is feeling?

I'm not arguing for global consciousness or self-actualization, but I am advocating for depth on some level. For humanity and passion and if you feel up to it even a little wisdom.

Things have been jammed-up for me on that level. I've been focusing again on working, on grinding it all out. It hasn't been an easy time. I miss the comforts and luxuries of my past and I'm anticipating the adventures of my future. The present is getting a little shorted; not so "in the moment" lately.

It's not exactly writers block or anything, just a paucity of connection. I'm adrift on the skym, just sort of gliding along. There's plenty of labors to accomplish in the mean time.

So I'm going to chalk the lack of depth up to the times, and they're a-changin', so that should pretty much work itself out. In the mean time, I'll let you know if anything really exciting happens to me. I'm off to take a shower.

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Murph Gone Wild On The Net

Holy Shit. Kevin's webiste is better designed, more focused, and contains higher-quality multimedia than mine.

I've been lapped.

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Ramble On

I'm starting to get strong and tight and good. Mentally and physically. I should still cut back on the brewskies, but that's more about getting things just right (adhering to medical ideals and flattening my paunch) rather than a matter of pressing concern. My legs don't jiggle anymore, my shoulders are starting to regain their topography and while my human belly remains -- as I expect it more or less always will -- my other formerly saggy parts are notibly more taut. At the same time, I'm starting to feel the mental engine really getting it's sheen back on.

Morally I'm doing well too. Last night I did another dodge on a tallish blonde comedianne at Wes' birthday extraviganza, which was wise and good to practice at. Today I had a interview chat with a different tallish blonde lady who's writing a book about youth types on the left. She was pretty cute (cue my superficial attraction to academic intelligence) too. I'm gonna go see her documentary film later this week I think. Might be innaresting.

I also saw Frank in Suburbia (directed by Laura) on Saturday, which was pretty good. The text is a good one and the production was heartfelt and intense, if a bit loose at points. I reall like Bogosian as a writer, but at the same time, I was was surprised to find the language feeling strangely... dated. The crowd laughed a lot more than I did, so maybe it's me. I still enjoyed it, but I was struck by how familiar it all felt, almost remedial. I distinctly remember being kind of amazed with this text four or five years ago, so it was kind of interesting to fell like I was one step ahead of the script. It's still a tight piece of writing, and the cast put a lot of energy into it; causing some mishaps, yes, but overall carrying it off with style. Anyway it was a fun time in the theater, and I'm always down with that.

Overall a good weekend. Starting to feel like I live in this city or something. Yeehaw.

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Rainy Saturday

Got a melancholy old feeling this Saturday; lost, longing and out of place. The seeker is back on his heels, looking around with wonder. It feels like a day that would have been perfect for fulminating down in Cafe Commons, or for sitting in the kitchen of a Chinatown loft with a french press. Soon enough I'll get some coffee and get moving. Today I want to work out, then see Frank's play, then go to Wes's birthday party down at the Cellar. At the moment I'm still laying on the futon, listening to Wes practice acoustive guitar and the sound of traffic swishing along on the rain-soaked BQE.

I'm feeling a little pulled apart lately. I want to be working towards something, making some kind of real progress in my life. At the same time, I find the state of the world and my own inclincations strongly push me away from accumulation, careerism, social climbing or any other kind of pursuit that really amounts to working ones tail off to impress other people.

And yet I do want to impress other people. I crave recognition, influence, respect. I just don't jive with the idea that this is something I should explicitly work towards. In my own romantic ideas of how you get by in life, you do what you do because you love doing it, and because you love doing it you do it well, and because you do it well whatever you do is valuable to some other portion of humanity. Quality and generosity are not widely-held values in our current culture, however, so in real terms what a lot of people do is spend a lot of energy convinving other people that they're good at what they do, or that what they do is vitally important or breathtakingly brilliant. It's called sales and marketing, and it's where a good chunk of the money in the world goes.

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Shit

I just deleted all the comments ever left on this blog while trying to clean up fucking comment spam. And I have a hangover.

Sorry, folks. Maybe this is the universe's way of telling me to move on to the next system.

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Socialist Cerials

Komrade Krunch

Trotsky Treats

Black Earth Bran Flakes

Lennin Loops

The People's Puffed Rice

Dr. Fredrich Engles' All-Natural Cinnamon Surprise (organic)

Come on, it's fun. Add you own. For more fun, read the debate over the meaning of socialism on wikipedia.

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Somethin' Happenin' Here

It's hard to read the news. Very hard. Taking in the broad scope of human events around the world, it is impossible to avoid the conclusion that things are going seriously wrong. I call myself an optimist, and I believe that I am, but I also have a sense of urgency about things.

Here's the short and sweet: A coherent energy policy is vital to the safety of US citizens, and in its absence we are becoming a brutal and dissipated imperial power. The lack of a such a policy in the US is our greatest security liability, and the lack of an effective message on the issue is our greatest political failur. As it stands, if gasoline prices spiked, Bush would like be able to advance an unvarnished "blood for oil" campaign as a pure kitchen-table pocketbook issue.

Meanwhile, we're beating POWs to death faster than the Communist Vietnamese because no one has any better ideas. This is lunacy. (1,200 words)

It's three and a half years after 9/11, and my country is engaged in an ill advised imperialisic misadventure that it cannot win without resorting to pure barbarism. By my standards, barbarism is in itself be a loss, and unfortunately it's already happening.

In case you didn't hear, we've killed about as many prisoners of war in the past three years as the Communist Vietnamese did in a decade. Yeah, and that's not counting people we turned over to Egypt or Pakistan with a nudge and a wink. Nobody really keeps track of those people. Oh, and the guy who wrote the legal mumbojumbo that made it all possible? He got a promotion, got made the official layer for the Department of Justice.

This kind of specific brutality, torturing prisoners, beating them to death, is part of the bigger picture. At the moment, our United States is spending about a hundred billion borrowed dollarsand near a thousand American lives -- plus maybe 100x that many non-American souls, however much they're all worth -- every year to occupy a couple countries in the Middle Aast in an ill-advised attempt to control the entire region.

This is a criminally stupid waste of life and energy. These wars have been promoted under various auspices, but as the motive of Fear has waned (and "weapons of mass distruction" failed to materialize on cue) they have increasingly been sold as acts of revenge and liberation. These are dangerous illusions.

The people who attacked us were not from or supported by Iraq. In fact, the people who attacked us are flourishing as a result of our invasions. This is a hard fact. If our goal is to neutralize these terrorist networks by reducing their numbers and sapping their base of support, our actions sine 9/11 have been an abject failure. We are not getting revenge. We are giving aid and comfort to our enemy.

Furthermore, the notion of libearation is deeply flawed. US troops were not "greeted as liberators" because this is not what they are. The US has never been in a position to "give" freedom to people halfway around the world. The notion of bringing democracy to a country by force is a nice fantasy, but it is self contradictory and has no grounding in history.

In every historical case, the idea of unilaterally liberating the people of another nation has been a rationalization of empire-building. Just as Stalin had "socialism," the Modern American Empire has "freedom," an ideal which the people at home unquestionably support but which has no real meaning or true moral content.

This is all plainly obvious to anyone who cares to look, but American politics is a total mess. There are no prominant voices of principled opposition to this misguided policy of neo-imperialism, and more importantly no prominant voices advocating smarter alternatives.

And there are alternatives! Anyone who believes that our current allocation of resources is wise should have their head examined. If we are willing to spend $100 Billion and risk killing a few thousand solders, there's quite a lot we could do for standing up to dictators and making ourselves safe without occupying countries. And it would be more effective.

You want a strategy to win peace in the Middle East? Stop buying oil, start supporting civil society and education directly rather than through oppressive regimes set up around petrolium exports (whether that's the Saudi Royals or our own occupation force). This will be incredibly expensive and dangerous, but it's far more likely to succeed and it will make the US safer from attack and more secure in the long run.

Radical Islamic terrorist like Al-Qaeda are not motivated to attack the US because they "hate our freedom" (notice again the use of "freedom" as a meaningless abstract associated with war), but because they want to make significant changes in their own area of the world, and are finding it difficult to engage or topple the power structures which we support. This is a hard fact, and has been clear for more than a decade. If we want to deal with the threats that we face, we need to understand them in real terms and put away childish rhetoric.

Now, Radican Islamic ideas for running a society based on a harsh interperetation of Islamic law are objectionable -- particularly with regards to the role of women -- and we're quite right to oppose this, but it's important to realize that opposing someone else's cultural values (no matter how disagreeable) can only be done effectively through political, cultural and economic engagement or through the rule of law. Using military force to achieve cultural change is a loosing strategy1.

The truth is that our hands are tied in Middle Eastern geopolitics because of the oil question. Not only does it prevent us from standing up to oppressive regimes, it also taints our every move in the eyes of the population. Until we can put this question to rest, we will have no peace.

Currently, we consume 72 billion barrels of oil a year, more than half of it imported. In terms of the energy it takes to "power America," this oil represents more than 10x our total electricity generating capacity, including all coal, nuclear, hydro and natural gas generators. About 70% of all this oil goes to transportation.

Changing this will be an enormous challenge, but this cursory analysis of the numbers shows it is emminently possible. Our oil consumption is way out of step with any other country in the world. Part of this is because of our geography, but mostly it's a matter of the political influence of the petrochemical and auto corporations. It will take significant public investment in research, infrastructure and urban planning to change the nature of US energy consumption, but it's something we're going to have to do sooner or later.

This is a national calling; it requires political will. But it's a damn better step to take for our national security than beating a bunch of Arabs, Pakistanis and Afghans to death. What we're doing right now is literally digging our own grave.


1But then, if you think these invasions are really about protecting women in Iraq and Afghanistan, I'm afraid you've been taken in by more of that "freedom" rhetoric. While it's true that the Taliban were really awful in their treatment of women and that Saddam's sons were power-mad monsters, the real situation for women in both places has not improved since we bombed, invaded and occupied. In many cases, because of lawlessness and chaos, it's gotten significantly worse.

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Saturday Night; Oh Yeah!

Saturday night is already booked, yo. I'm hitting my man Frank's show (Suburbia) and then coming though strong for Wes's birthday. Bother are recommended enterprises.

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Senator Clinton Slams GTA

I'm living in New York at the moment, and so I guess that makes Hillary my Senator. So I'm a little annoyed that she trotted out the old hooker killin' line attacking violent videogames (and in particular Grand Theft Auto) today.

I'm annoyed by what she said, but what really ticks me off is the fact that it's a 100% politically moronic thing to do.

Look, you can take the perfectly respectible position that young children should not play violent video games. You can call for game retailers to be more responsible in who they sell to, and to parents for what they buy for their kids. But seriously, don't go and replay the whole partental advisory scene over again. The only hope the Democrats have as a party is cultivating support among young americans. Attacking our culture with right-wing talking points isn't going to help you out.

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