i was just thinking the other day about how it’s hard for me to understand morals/morality when it just seems that no one can practice what they preach. it’s like, where the hell is the integrity? is there integrity? do we just listen to drunks (or sex predators, or money launderers) talk about how bad vices are… then just sit at home and let them tell us temptation is wrong to fulfill? fuck no! sure, i’m not going to engage in cirtain things because i have concerns for my health or what not, but i’m cirtainly not going to let someone who clearly has no integriy have any amount of influence over my decisions. nor will i be a shitbag and tell someone not to cuss. but the real conundrum for me, is that today as i was reading an article in the NY times about cocaine use and how it’s a real problem, all i could think about was how many lines the writer may have snorted writing the article. though it’s probably not true, it just seems that when the scaley underbelly of morality is exposed and reveals hypocricy, the more i don’t trust those who spew it. ha ha, look at me… spewing away. i just smaked my own ass. well, this is really confusing now. i guess i just should take things as they come, trust it, then take the wisdom for what it is and not worry that i’m listening to a potential anal raper.
and yes, a drunk bush is a more frightening bush.